save our earth

It's one and a half month passed...

2009-06-26T00:27:00.001-07:00

It's about one and a half month ago, since I have moving back to JB. Time passes as arrow...

That time the virus still don't get a "proper" name yet, and sounded an scary disaster far away in Mexico from me. Now, we called it H1N1 and the infected/suspicious found in my college. What an amazing world that we have? Tiny virus killer surrounding us...

For god sake, the tiny creature can only last 8 hours out of body. That's something precious and that means it will die out one day when no more infected.

Now I have a more tired life, beside passing through customs everyday, I need to be aware of virus and sick people. It's not a terrible scene to watch people passing by people who look damn sick, vomiting, giddy or even lay on floor (properly fainted) with disguised face. You must forgive them, it reasonable as we all human....selfish....

An overwhelming baby...

2009-04-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

"Oh my goodness, he's very (not quite, but very...) heavy!" nurse passing me to mum and said that amazingly. It was reasonable, because I was a 8.5 pounds baby gave birth from a 40 years old high-age lady. It was incredibly amazing, wasn't it?

Thanks all to Dad making me a giant baby. He was too worry about me when I was just a fetus in mum, which might not have enough health condition to support me. Therefore, he bought a lot of tonic like Brands, R.O.M. and more. The end, the first time being mocked in my life was in hospital by a nurse. I was just a baby, even though a bit huge...

Fortunately, I never keep my overweight over the rest of my life until now. It may be the side-effect of those tonic, I was a bit slimmer than normal and can't get any fatter no matter how much I eat (I eat quite a lot). Or else, I might be hating my dad through the rest of my life...

Mum never tell me a lot about my babyhood, but she did tell my some funny story. Before I know how to walk as a human, I was practising on those baby chair with wheels that could move around by simple legs action. As I was a baby and haven't know how to walk, I probably don't know anything called step. Right, a step, at the front door before go into house. Mum said there is many times (not few, but many) people went out without locking the door properly, then I followed and fell and hurt and cried out loud. So many times, and I had never learnt, but they did learn to be more careful. The conclusion is that is the reason my head so big.

Mum is the most merciless creature in this world, tell me a story (My story actually) and criticize my head size!

No matter how big my head is, I was very charming that time. Everyone likes me and can't bear with my cuteness. I had quite a lot of childhood photo compare to others, I think I can understand why people can't stand that, I was so cute. I was a very quite and patient, got a lot of funny gesture and face with two huge dimples at both side. Can you stand on this kind of kid? No, you can't.

The beginning of all fortunate and unfortunate

2009-04-24T20:15:00.000-07:00

First of all let me clarify the purpose of these and following posts. Scientists predicted that adults' characters and personalities were due to the environment background during childhood and adolescent ( the following period may affect also, yet the 2 period are the most memorable and effective to our life).

Therefore, in order to explore my existed personalities and understand the reason of the come into being that ways. I have to start rememorize the past, analyze it and correct it.

I do not have pretty good memory, I can't even remember some of my high school teachers and classmates' names, faces and who they are. While, I can say out loud of the name of organic chemicals, cell organelles, tissue formats.... I only keeps things valuable for me....

Fortunately, I still can remember my birthday...

It was 1987 June 24, mum gave birth to me at the government hospital. The first time I crying out loud in my life on the past midnight of one o'clock. There was a story for this thankful moment. When mum realized she was having the 4th child in this family and she was 40 years old that time, she had had an idea of taking me off. Granny, the first saver in my life, scolded her for that and kept me alive in mum's body for 9 months.

When I started to have memory, Granny was already sick, half-paralyzed. We did not live together, uncle was taking care of her and we had visited her every weekend. Granny ended her life in bed peacefully, when I was primary three. I received the news from sister by violently whack me out of bed. It was the first time I know something about death.

I saved her

2009-03-06T04:32:00.000-08:00

I went to NTUC just now. I queue for payment til I was the second one, I saw the cashier lady being cut by prawn or something dark in the thin plastic bag (People who have housewife or househusband character, they would know that prawn got sharp needle on their head and tail).
She bleeding and the tissue gone red, but she very responsible to finish cashiering for that customer. While, through the way she keep looking under the counter. I think she was trying to find a bluster.
When it was my term, she still looking, but she still smile kindly and said, "Good Evening, Sir." I took out my bluster (I always prepare inside my wallet), and passed it to her. At first she refused (or dun dare to take it, cause she never had this kind of experience before, me too). Last, I said, "Bacteria may get in, you better put on this" (an a concern smile). She took it and thanks me so much.
I don't feel like I did something good. It just happened and I just helped. Just that.

Can you imagine?!

2009-02-27T17:26:00.000-08:00

I lost my wallet last Wednesday, I just realized on the morning that my lovely wallet is not in my bag!
I fainted up, OMG......! I went to a police report, my "lovely" sister scare or threaten me someone may use my Identity Card to take a loan, then I die! While, it really a good shoot, I really scared, and I experience the 1st time in my life ( hope it can be the last time ) a police investigation on me.
I was so depress the whole day and the next, everyone see me as a dead person walking around, seeking for something...
at the end of working, our office auntie tell me the toilet cleaner found a wallet (especially it's a black one!) in the toilet. OMG, God haven't abandon me! I rushed to the cleaner office (you never know cleaners have office, actually it for management staff) and see my wallet on a lady's hand (it the most beautiful hands i had ever seen, though I can't remember her face, it a she, definitely....may be). I was like standing in front an angel and tears almost come out (must be a bit exaggerated, but it express my feeling the best). I was so happy! Thanks God, thanks the cleaner auntie, she is so kind and honest.

Thanks all of you

2009-01-22T01:29:00.000-08:00

Again, a semester ended in happiness and cheers

I wish all my fellow and teacher can enjoy the coming up vacation

All the best for you all and thanks all the helps and kindness

Love from Happy Teddy,

Why happy? Cause there is no reason for crying, so smile all the way...

What happen to human?

2009-01-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

Human has being the top of the world since 5000 years ago, we leading the whole world to a civilized community by the given talent.
To be the top, our ability of sense and response give us the priority to that. However, emotion loss control sometimes. We forgot we are human and show us the animal side from deep of our heart that had been inherited from the ancestors few thousands ago.
It sounds like an excuse to blame the ancestors instead of admit that some of us are ugly and unreasonable to be called human.
I was really shocked by this event and disappointed. The whole issue was started not because of the victim "stared" at them, but the accused "saw" the victim and don't like him. We may heard this kind of case before, but never been so serious to cause a death. Therefore, we don't feel any "big deal" of beating people we don't like and made excuse of "he stared at me".
While, the victim had done nothing wrong, but dead. Do they deserved the judgement to be hanged? Or it was the victim's fault to be seen dislikely.
The answer is.........
I leave it to you ......
We human should learn how to analyse the situation, but not agree with others or compete with others......
Think about it youself, friends.......

P/s: All the best to the victim and his families, Hope them don't filled with hatred, but happiness and he can reborn in the peaceful paradise, there will be a new angel in the heaven take care of us...

FYP

2009-01-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

FYP selection is coming on next week, we still haven't decide what topic....

Seafood or Carotene?

I wanna eat seafood, but it sounds like only cook, anything special and related to our study?

Carotene sounds more related and we have pre-experience for references, but it also bored people...

Fan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Funeral

2008-08-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my ex-colleague's father's funeral. He dead on lastday because of no reason heartattack. So sad to see her youngest brother on the funeral, he's about same age as me, when my father passed away.

I start wondering what is the meaning of life. Although I feel satisfied with what I have now, but what is the reason of a life wait for the end of it. I may just die on next hour or next day, so what I have done and what I'm doing would be a story that no one will bother.

Who will care about who I am? Ash to ash, earth to earth....

Why

2008-08-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I wonder if I never come to Singapore, would I feel better now?

It's really hurt, when I just realize there is something that I wish, but I would never ever reach. I will start believe in destiny and hatred live in deep of heart. I hate everything in the world, including the world itself, but the most is myself.

It's a mess, I wonder what would it be, if I just let it end like that...

Searching for something....

2008-08-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

I can't remember what time I have almost forgot this blog, the first blog in my life...

Things still goes round, I still work as a promoter in every school day off, I still stand on the pain of living in a house not belong to me and dream for a home that I can hardly meet.

Still I don't get the meaning of living in this country, full of imagination and desperation for me.
Still I can't get used to it, the life style, the people, the food, the environment, the time....everything......

I'm searching for a place that belong to me here, a place that I can breath and relax...

A small tiny corner that allow me to free my mind and spirit away...

A Brand New Life

2008-04-22T18:21:00.000-07:00

School started 3 weeks ago, my life changed since that time......

My 2008 wish is to get at least 3.8 for my GPA. I'm very happy to learn more things in science subjects, I got more chance and time to explore new knowledge as well. Wish I manage to keep this passion along the way.

Quote from Einstein, " I'm not talented, but passionately curious."

Live in Singapore

2008-03-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

About a year I'm staying here - Singapore, country of chance.

I didn't go in deep of this country before I start my job now. I realizes that, if you want to know more about this country, no need to pay a lot of money to the hotel and visit those history building.

Just buy an Ez-link card and a map, take the SMRT bus or train service, go around and you can examing the real of Singapore. You can understand the culture through the people sitting around you, find out the trends on their dresses and actions.

I don't like this country at all, but I'm interested on its people who can stay on this small area and using it efficiently.

I still alive!!!!

2008-01-17T21:46:00.000-08:00

First, some words to Mr. jojo(hot).....

" Don't anyhow kill people's blog sia !!!!!!!!!!! "

I just tooooooooooo Busy to blog it..........no time....

Previous 2 weeks, I worked 7 days a week leh....

5 days at the " lovely " Mcdonald, and 2 days at the freezing Library.

I felt that my life suddenly enriched by the work, even not enough sleep, and finally getting sick, deathly sick.......

Sigh, but I still need to work, to earn money. Tired, but must do.

But, I'm not working at Mcdonald anymore. Although I felt fun when doing ice-cream and Mcflurry, but the people that I can stand for(somelah). I need to thanks some of auntie there, they so kind to me lor, although sometime a little bit naggy.

Anyway, thanks all the auntie!!!

I want to be a vegetarian....

2007-11-12T00:02:00.000-08:00

I think it's time for me to stop eating animal's "dead body", it's time for me to eat something that more heathy, more fresh, more green....

I need to be aware of my health status, it become worse and worse after I came to this earth. It's time for me to become a vegetarian....

I hate...

2007-10-19T01:22:00.000-07:00

I hate to sit on the opposite seat on bus, it make me sad as you watch things keep away from you through the window, become far away and away from the place that I should be.

I waiting for the future that I don't know, but it's there, I know there is it, come infornt of me, but I won't be surprised by it, cause I know .... the future is there.....

If I am not me anymore...

2007-10-19T00:56:00.000-07:00

If I am not me anymore, what is the meaning to be alive? Is my friend still be my friend? Will I start loving the thing I hate before? Will anyone still remember there was a person like me before?

No matter who I am, the Earth still round, the Sun still shine, the world won't change.

Just I am not who I am, just that, nothing change....

Will you still remember, who I am, if I'm not that person you know?

I give you....

2007-10-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

The guy say," I give you the time I saw the beautiful dawn, the time I was study in class, the time I chatting with my good friend, the time I playing with my doggy.... Those time are very important for me."

The girl think that he love her so much.....

After a month they break up, she suddenly realize that he only give those time he no need, he didn't give her the time he sleep, the time he eat, the time he breath....

Don't promise when you know you can't do it.

"I promise to give you the time I miss my Peggy!"

HA HA....

I'm only passionately curious

2007-10-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

Einstein said, " I'm not talented, I'm only passionately curious."

I say, " Nobody was talented, only people who feel interested on something will become talented."

At the time, if Newton no interested with the apple that hit his head; Now, who will know about gravity.

Somebody said, " secret make a women women."

I say, " curious make a human human."

If man do not feel curious on women's secret, how can women become women.

W25C - World consist of 25 Creatures

2007-08-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

Oh God!

Why you put me inside this kind of class,
it's damn su....
super nice class....

(a voice come from don't know where : " really?" )

of ... of cause!

(a voice come from don't know where : " Is it?")

may.........

W25C is beyond description to me, the only thing I can tell you is - this is the place I will miss it in the rest of my life....

Now, I need to do something good ( or cruel) to my fellows:

Malaysian 1st lah:

Shalene Ooi :
you ah, thank you very much to make me feel at home in this class, although sometime you really did something that make me feel like shame on being a M'ian, but you're forgivable, buddy...
(@%^$&^$^%$ ..... beat box start, ya, this is one of your guilt too...)

You every time make me appreciate on you when listening to your presentation, but why you always so slake when you in same team with me!!! Argg....!!!

Oklah, say something that can make you happy, you're a very cute girl... ha ha...
( God, forgive me....)

Then, the rest... ( I'm not nationalism OK, just... huh....you know.....)

Vinod:
Oh grandpa, you're not old, you're mature, so stupid asking me question:" Chris, am I look old?"
Don't care about other, if you feel that is suit for you, why you need to change yourself for other? If you really want to, do for yourself, when you think that affect your life then you making change, don't care about other's nonsense, you're MATURE, NOT OLD...

Older than others, it may be a weakness to someone, but I think that should not. It's ascendant to have more experience than other, it's enough for you to be success in RP, as you have the characteristic of high self-confidence, hard working, good leadership.

Domnic:
You bring happiness to this class, you always make people laughing, that means you're people who like to see people smile in front of you. You may be don't know, but what I know you are like that and I want to learn that from you, isn't it grandness to be come like that?

You're very kind, your mind seems not match to your age and appearance, you're talented on working with other, also got a critical thinking skill.

Farah:
I got a friend called Farah also in my country. Is all the people called Farah talented in speaking chinese? So funny to see you and zhou ji talk in chinese... ha ha...

Actually, you can do well than you did, but just so lazy sometime, but you have the ability to motivate others seems you're an energetic girl, why not spread out your energy to people surround you, you will be amazed that you can influence other people's life so much.

Oh, another thing, you don't look so shy to you in my memory....but I keep thinking you're so shy, why huh....(am I hypnotized by something???)

Jannah:
This French lady so crazy sometime, so fierce sometime, so friendly sometime....
Halo, are you an alternating personality person? Why so emote everyday?
Go look at the mirror when you feel angry, it is scary, man!
Do you know how pretty a woman is when she smile, don't you want to be a pretty girl?
But, in my memory you're pretty, ha ha....

Try to control your emotion on work, separate personal thing and work clearly, it is so good that you can work with other, sharing your thoughts and experience.

Feroze:
Funny dude sia, I like your laughing, make me laugh too.

You be serious on your work lah, macam mana tiap-tiap hari playing like a child, you are the man who need to serve your country and maybe sacrifice youself in the future, you know?
Of cause you don't know, so you should be more serious on studying, try to learn more.

Fazlan:
Lanon, do you know, you make me so surprise when you fighting with...
But, in my memory, you still a charming guy sia, although hard to see you in class...

You can do better than you think you can, do you remember that we in the same team in the 1st several lesson in communcation, you're so useful than me in the team at that time, what a contributed teammate we have at that time, please find back "that Fazlan" in next semester, show your ability and talent to them!

Vivien:
You just try to make me keep refreshing your data in my brain:
an elegant girl
a high high confidence girl ( no extra typing, that is double high)
a talkative girl
a girl give constructive ideas
a friendly classmate
a real friend
a hot girl that can dance
a lazy girl that start slaking...
a good friend
a sincere friend
a girl who know traditional massage
a girl who know how to prepare traditional chinese medicine
a very woman woman
CONCLUSION : Vivien is a nice girl, a good friend

You're the people that I think is the talented one at 1st, you also the 1st one that speakein chinese with me so naturally, do not make me feel like I am the thing come from another planet...Vivien thankyou so much, sincerely.

Su Ling:
After 2 months, we finally know we live nearby, also you make me feel lazy on walking to school, taking bus everyday, wasting my money sia... ha ha....
So nice to have a friend like you, so kind, so friendly, so care about other, although too excited everyday( a little bit siao siao..... haha....)

You're marked as a good learner in my list( for other I didn't said that you all're not, I just didn't mention......), maybe you don't know, you actually a reliable, hardworking, helpful, respected leader to other( you will say "of cause I am"right, shameless sia.....)
But, I am so appreciate to meet you, hope we can have time to chat in next semester, I can wait you go to school together, but don't oversleep huh....

Jie Ying:
A nice charming girl, you so care about other, so friendly that everyone can get a close to you, seems virtuous, but also very active.

You must be more self-confidence, look at me, even I laughed by other because my poor English, but I keep spoke out my idea and try to help other, seems you have the ability to communicate well, why don't you be more active as you can, even a question that can also make people or the team come out a solution. Every idea or question are essential on the process on solving problem. BE YOUSELF, JIE YING.

Do you know, cat is the animal that got very high self-confidence with themself, every step they walk seems perfect and enchanting.

We got "roundshit" so I tell you this thing ho... ha ha....

Emily:
You're so nice that always helping people, never refuse to give a helping hand to other, you really did set up a perfect Red-Cross image to public, I should sent a compliment to your IG's president.
( a voice come from don't know where : " were you really do that?")
Of cause n.... opps .......
ha ha....

As we are same as SAS student, I strongly encourage you to make youself feel interesting in maths and science, we need those knowledge to reach our goal in scientific area, seems you want to be a pharmacist, you should be accomplished in those subject. You're talented, you just don't know how to use it, try more hard in next semester, be a professor next time I see you huh...( I'm not mean to become older ho....)

Shu Wen:
Your rabbit teeth so cute sia... ha ha...
Your hard working even me cannot reach so hard sia.
You very charming, if I'm not wrong you're the one who I 1st talk friendly with.

But you should pay more effort on maths and science, sometime you very slaking in this subject, make yourself feel interested on it.

Nice to have a nice friend as you.
"round shit forever"

JoJo:
A mystery in the 1st 2 weeks in our class; after you come, we all think that : " huh...oh...sigh...."
Ha ha.....just kidding....nini nainai pu pu......

You're adorable guy, you be friend with people easily, even people like me don't trust people easily can be friend with you immediatly, why? Any trick inside? Is it because you're friendly, or reliable, or tall, or dark, or because your curl hair...... ha ha...

Anyway, so touch to have a friend like you, give people courage in time, help people not for return.... I must be a good good person in previous life, then I can be friend with you now!

Zaneta:
Zane.....
You're mystery also, why can a person seldom come to school still can pass!! UNFAIR !!!
Ha ha.... you so tricky and lazy sia, why don't want to come school, so many "A" waiting for you and you don't want, waste leh....

(A voice come from dont know where : " that means you're a talented person..." )

Yalah, so talented, also everytime you got come, you very hard working, so hard to imagine you're people that keep skiping class.

Jun Ming:
I really scare your toungue, erggg.........
Anyway, you're good and loyal friend, " huh, go home ah, oklah, golah, golah...."
Sometimes even so active and motivated, " eh, go home leh, don't do lah, go home lah..."

Haha .... Just kidding
You actually a talented boy, why you give up so easily?
One thing I want you to know, you have asked that why we need to learn that kind of stupid things that not related to our own course?
Now, I tell you, even stupid thing you cannot handle, what else you can do?
Sometimes, to me is so sad seeing a good and talented people give up themself to become success.
Is it getting champion in games more excited than get an "A" in real world?

You will thank me in the future, if you agree with me, you will be proud to talk to your son, " because I got a friend called Chris, that is why I can become success today, son." Ha ha..............

Gordan:
I don't care about what kind of people you were, all the people in front of me is all the same, no one can be hated by other.
Nobody set a barrier to you, you're the one who set it by yourself.
You already be in school, why not just paying an attention to your work, every lesson got only 1 time to deal with, but game you can play it anytime you want. Isn't it?

MaJi:
Your American English make me shock at 1st, but also an impact for me to try hard on learning English.
So talented and well presenting skill you have, show that you will succeed in RP, I bet on it!
Muthu Maji, I will miss your pleasant singing ~~ Ha ha...

Zhou Ji:
Searching memory of Zhou JI...................................

SMJ : Mister Zhou JI!
Zhou Ji : I'm thinking about something....

Andrew : Zhou Ji!
Zhou Ji : I'm just thinking about something.....

You know what kind of scene it is, if you're one of W25C.....

Zhou Ji, don't make Andrew dissapointed, try hard on it, we learn together!
Actually, not for Andrew, but for youself, no one will benefits on it, only you can get the outcome after put in more effort on learning English.

Lu Fei:
Oh, you damn funny, we always can talk together so happy.
Actually, I'm so appreciate on china student like you three, you have a good memory and mathemathical skill, don't waste it, it's the most important thing that not only just keep it, but also use it successfully.

If life can be turned back again, were you turn it back to
14th April 2007

Time we cannot change, but if you can call your friend for a drink, chat with some nonsense, why not?

W25C, I would not put it in my memory, I will clear a space in deep of my heart, I place it there carefully, it will be a part of my life.

There,

we share our snack, we share our drink,

we share our idea, we share our mind,

we share our time, we share our life....

Poor ducky

2007-07-24T04:38:00.000-07:00

Why we(duck) have this unfortunate life?

Are we born to be "food" ?

Why you need us to be their "food" ?

Why you treat us like this?

Are we do anything wrong?

Why?

Cursed you "monkey", die in starving.

Friends, let us commit suicide and they will know how important we are.....

We hate you "monkey".

go watch a video
http://www.gourmetcruelty.com/videos.php

Oh My Gosh!!

2007-07-17T06:46:00.000-07:00

If you throw away 2 aluminum cans, you waste more energy than 1,000,000,000 (one billion) of the world's poorest people use a day.
(I should open a power house for them, i can earn so much...)

Making a new can from scratch, the uses of energy equal to half a can of gasoline.
( i always use plastic bottle ...)

More than 1,000,000,000 (one billion) trees are used to make disposable diapers every year.
(Must over billion of c.o.n.d.o.m used by man for those baby ... )

In one minute, 50 acres of rainforest are destroyed.
(1 second, i can plant billion of tree in my dream, so i should keep sleeping for saving earth... )

About 90% of the energy used in lighting a standard (incandescent) light bulb is lost as heat.
(That is why so hot lah, i must persuade my mum open the air-cond everyday ... )

Air conditioning uses 10 times more energy than a fan, therefore, it creates 10 times the pollutants.
( cold fresh air is a kind of pollutant meh ???)

Cars and pick-up trucks are responsible for about 20% of the carbon dioxide released into the air.
(That's why father don't want to but a car ??? )

There are about 500 million automobiles on the planet, burning an average of 2 gallons of fuel a day. Each gallon releases 20 pounds of carbon dioxide into the air.
(So, how much the total CO2 produce ??? 2 x 20 = 40 !!! Excellent!!! )

About 80% of our trash goes to landfills, 10% is incinerated, and 10% is recycled.
(I may live on trash someday in the future ??? )

Since there is little oxygen underground, where we bury our garbage, to help bacteria eat the garbage, almost nothing happens to it. Scientists have dug into landfills and found ears of corn still intact after 20 years, and newspapers still readable after 30.
(Don't try to bury your zero exam paper underground, your mum may found it someday ... )

Add Ceiling Fans

2007-07-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

"Ceiling fans are a great way to conserve electricity year-round,"

says John Pearson,

vice president of marketing for Casablanca Fans in Pomona, Califonia.

"They are economical and energy efficient, utilizing about the same energy as a 100 watt light bulb."

Ceiling fans don't actually lower the

temperature of a room like an air conditioner.

But by spinning the air, they create a wind chill effect

that makes you feel up to 8 degrees cooler.

Running a ceiling fan costs about 1 cent

per hour, or pennies per day, versus the several dollars

per day to run an air conditioner.

Fans can be used alone or in

conjunction with an air

conditioner.

"When used with an air conditioner,

the thermostat setting can then be raised,

resulting in reduced cooling costs of

40 percent or more,"

says Pearson.

1/5 of a Second!!!

2007-07-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

Many people have an enduring childhood memory of being told by their parents not to keep turning the electric light switch on and off.

Supposedly

"each time you switch it on,

you burn up enough power to run the light bulb for 30 minutes".

Light bulb has a thin wire made of a silver-coloured metal
called tungsten.

When the tungsten is cold, it has a very low resistance to electricity.

As soon as you flick on the switch,
a huge number of electrons flow through this thin wire.

The tungsten wire very quickly heats up, and starts to glow,
first yellow, and then red and finally white.

But as it heats up, the resistance increases, and this reduces the numbers of electrons flowing in the wire.
(By the way, the number of electrons tells you the current - more electrons means more current.)

Within one fifth of a second of start-up, the light has come up to full brightness, and the electrical current stabilises at a steady value.

If your Parent is correct,
then 30 minutes = 1,800 seconds
1,800 x 5 = 9,000

If 100 watts of electric consume per second in a bulb,
In the 1/5 second, there are 900,000 watts of electric current being used.

Hooooooooooooooooooorrible Man!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.abc.net.au/science/k2/moments/s1185096.htm

WHY???

2007-07-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

I wandering why would have people that came to school not for study, is for playing?
If really want to play, why come here, it will be more fun that playing outside class.

It's their free to play, to do whatever they want, but please care about other people, don't disturb others, don't built up your happy on other people's pain, put yourself in other's shoes, ok?

When you have the chance to learn, you give up; at the time you give up, there are many people that want to study but don't have the chance, they may be blind, they may be deaf, they may be reatarded, they unable to do it, but sure that they really want to, indeed. They hate their parents, hate themself, blaming god, blaming the whole world, sad, suffer, hate...

Why, why, why, wh....????
A question that never get the answer, poor, nobody wish to be, nobody hope to be...

Human, the peak of the world, the poorest of the world, the ugliest on the world, what kind of qualified they have to override other species, shamless, childish, stupid, idiot ...

一则故事带来的悲惨结局

2007-06-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

序

2005年4月10日，晚上8点27分。。。

近3公里的电话线连接着我和她，那头的她听着，这头的我说着。。。

“从前有一只壁虎，它很傻，傻傻的等小猫放学，傻傻的等小猫下课，明明隔天有英文考试，壁虎还故意用剪头发当借口，好让自己可以在学校待到小猫放学，陪她一起下课。”

“壁虎发现，原来他喜欢上了小猫，它只要能见小猫一面，它就很开心，也才能安心。没办法见到的话，会觉得寂寞，会不断地想起他们在一起时有说有笑的时候，想起他用不知什么烂方法，而握到了小猫的手。好小的手，就因为那双手是那么的细小，那么的柔弱，让他更觉得自己应该去保护她，去好好的爱她，不让他再受到任何的伤害。”

“壁虎真得很爱很爱小猫，如果壁虎问小猫：‘你做我的女朋友好吗？’你觉得小猫会怎么回答呢？”

我的心已经快承受不住自己的速度了，或许再多跳个几下我就要与世界道别，但我必须撑下去，我必须听到她的答案，但如果不是我想听见的答案，就让我离开这世界吧！让我静静地离开，带着伤痛了的心去另一个世界找寻另一个真正属于我的她。

时间静止了，世界静止了，一切的一切都静止了，都等着她的答案，亦或我的结局。

“我觉得。。。小猫应该会喜欢上壁虎的。。。 ”，纤细的声音从话筒的另一端传来，那是我收悉不过的声音，让我爱到忘了自己的声音。。。

“真。。。真的吗？”，我的心真的快停了。

“嗯。。。”

前序

当我认识她的时候，我已经是高一了，那年我当上了第二副团长，为了招收更多的团员，我连巴士上，刚刚入学的新生都不放过，新生都是有自由选择参加课外活动的自由的，可参加或不参加，但是，一旦进了，接下来的六年都必须在这团里好好的过下去咯。

那年，我好死不死，找上了这小丫头，把她带进了我的团里。后来，我发现我这人，我还真不怎么喜欢的，该怎么说呢？我就是打从心底的讨厌她，觉得她的言行举止让我很反感，觉得她为人做作，就这样我觉得很后悔，可是竟然把她带了进来，也没有把她撵出去的方法，我就只能不理她咯。就这样，我们并没有很熟，也可以说不认识比较贴切吧！

年复一年，日复一日，我高三了，日子过的好忙，这一年是要不断努力的一年，努力不为成绩，不为父母，更不为老师，只为了梦想，为了梦想往前冲！

因为她也升上了高中，我们在团里的见面较频繁了，而且我们是住同一区，搭同一辆巴士，所以对彼此知道得更深入了一些。他的个子真得很矮小，跟当时进中学时几乎没什么差别，它有个外号叫“小猫”，他喜欢猫，它也真的就像只猫，好小的个子，好小的脸蛋，好小的手，但却满可爱的。

那年的我，不知是读书读昏了呢？还是撞坏了头了？我觉得自己变了，变得我都快要不认识自己了，是变好，还是变坏呢？我不知道，我只知道我开始在注意着她，在一个人的时候想念她。有她在的地方，我会安心；没有她在的地方，我会担心。跟她在一起时，我希望时间停下；一个人时，我想念着她，希望时间过得快点，因为我想快点见到她。

内心的呐喊告诉了我，我听见了，听得很清楚，我，恋爱了。。。

爱上了她，造就了日后的伤痛。。。

后序

我们在旁人的惊讶下，开始了我们甜蜜的恋爱。我们形影不离，她等我下课，我送她上课；一起上学，以起放学。牵着她的手，让我由衷觉得我是世界上最幸福的男人。对恋人来说，时间永远不够用，就算一整天粘在一起，到了晚上，我们还是会通电话，挂电话永远都会拖个一两个钟才舍得挂断，你先挂，我在挂的，没完没了。

虽说是沉浸于爱恋的甜蜜之中，但我的成绩可没有退步，反而是越来越好了呢！爱情的力量是伟大的啊！

但同团的人似乎不看好这一段爱情，过后，结果证实了他们是对的。。。
可恶啊！

她曾告诉过我，在那之前也曾经有人追过她，但从没有人像我这样这么直接的向她表白过，她其实很感动，我也庆幸自己没有在感情上犹豫。

结束

两个月后，当时是学校假期，我们回到学校参加课外活动，当天回家时，我们去逛了街，在回去的途中，她说，我们分手吧。。。他觉得我根本没有真心的爱她，他感觉不到我的爱。。。

我整个人都傻了，我并没有挽留，因为，我是这么的爱她，她却感觉不到，那意味着什么呢？我爱得难道不够深吗？这一切都是我的错吗？回想着自己三更半夜为了做一条手链给她，一整晚没睡，因为想看见她开心的样子。知道了她班上有人喜欢她，担心得晚上睡不着，只告诉自己应该要更爱更爱她，结果，换来的是，“感觉不到你的爱？”

天啊，这样做弄人，好。玩。吗。？

之前，她常问我，我到底喜欢她什么？我总会回答她，“傻瓜，没有为什么的，喜欢就是喜欢，不需要任何的原因，一旦喜欢有了理由，那也将成为以后讨厌对方的原因。”

从恨到爱，只会爱得更深；从爱到恨，要再爱，是不可能的了。

我知道，我们已经结束，没有以后了。

过后，她后悔，她说以为我会挽留她，但我却什么都没做，她说是自己任性，希望我们能再从重新开始。

那天，送她回家，看着她离去的背影，我知道她已是我曾爱过的人，重来又能怎样呢？记忆依然历历在目，伤痕依然存在。伤口是好不了了的，只会在未来的思念时不断的重新裂开。痛，会成为习惯，伤痕，会成为我活着的证明。一切的错，都是自己造成的，一则俗不可耐的故事，伤了两颗永远连不在一块的心。。。

到头来，还是自己一个人好。。。

圆缘。活

2007-04-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

人
活在世上是为了什么呢？
为了赚钱？为了求知识？是为了别人而活？抑或为了活而活呢？

人啊！
所有的事物存在于这世上必有其存在的道理与原因，活着就是为了要找出存在的原因。
所有事物都源于虚空，自无到有，从有还无。
肉身只是个容器，无形的精神会于无穷尽劫中循环不止，直至悟出存在的原因后，在前往更高的世界悟出更深的道理，此时，你能制造世界了，为了碰不着自己的大千无数生灵大开方便之门，将其一同带往彼方国土。
遇见的每一样事物皆是缘分，于当世无法将其圆满结束，在无穷来世里都将在次面对，关系一旦建立，联系将无无法断绝，直至将其圆满。

所有事无好坏，无善恶，无上下，无甘苦，无有无，无一切受想行识。只因有人的存在才有其他万物的存在，一切只因人而起，猫知道它叫做猫吗？桌子知道它叫做桌子吗？一切的一切不就因为有了人而有了区别吗？

有，是有限的，而无却代表着无穷尽的可能，能有无穷尽的空间得到无穷尽的“有”。

缘分一旦建立了便不能切断，我们将在无穷尽的来世中继续联系，直至圆满。。。。。。

2007-04-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

Brownie & Spotty were neighbor dog who met every day to play together.Like pairs of dog you can find on most any neghborhood, these two loved each other & played together so often that they had worn a path through the grass of the field of their respective houses.

One evening, Brownie's family notice that Brownie hadn't returned home. They went looking for him with no success. Brownie didn't show up the next day, and, despite their effort to find him, by the next week it still missing.

Curiosly, Spotty showed up at Brownie's house alone. Barking, whining & generally pestering Brownie's human family.Busy with their live, they just ignored the nervous little neighbor dog.
Finally, Spotty refused to get "no" for an answer. Ted, Brownie's owner, was stesdily harrassed by the furious, adamant little dog. Spotty, followed Ted about, barking insistently, then dasting toward a nearby empty lot & back, as if to say, "Follow me, its ergent!!"

Eventually, Ted followed the franstic dog across the empty lot as paused to raced back & bark encouragingly. The little dog led the man under a tree, past clumps of tree, to a desolate spot, a half-mile from the house. There Ted founds his beloved Brownie alive, one of his hind legs crushed into a steel leg hold trap. Horrified, Ted now wished he'd taken Spotty had earlier appeals seriously. Then Ted noticed something quite remarkable.

Spotty had done more than simply led Brownie's owner, Ted, to his trapped friend. In a circled around the injured dog, Ted found array of dog food & table scraps, which afterthat identified as the remain of every meal Spotty had been fed that week!

Spooty had been visiting Brownie regularly, in a single-minded quest to keep his friend alive by sacrificing his own comfort. Spotty had evidently stayed with Brownie to prodect his from predators, snuggling with him at night to keep him warm and nuzzling him to keep his spirits up.

Brownie's leg was treated by a veterinarian and recovered. For many years thereafter, the two families look the two faithful friend frolicking and chasing each other down that well-worn path between their houses.

save the earth

2007-04-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

Earth is crying, cry not for she wasn't the star in the middle of universe, cry not for the hole on her face, cry not for the clothes been destroyed, it's for the men she love so much not care about her anymore.